The absolute splendor of early morning sunlight on autumn leaves reminded me that our purpose here is not dominion over nature but to return to the perfect balance of the cosmos. Which is Love, – a frequency.
I chose to walk to work instead of cycle for the first time since I started work for the school. It was my last day in the role as I am moving on to work for what I hope is the large and ethical network that I have been looking for. A sad day as I have formed many great relationships with people who work under huge pressure in a poorly funded, imbalanced and unethical semi -state education service.
Any way I feel my walk was entirely worth it as it gave me time to reflect and take photos of my incredibly beautiful city. I wish all my former colleagues/ friends the very best and thank them for allowing me to become part of a wonderful team operating in less than ideal conditions.
I am listening to”stop making sense” by Talking Heads. Yesterday my spiritually and scientifically explained world did stop making sense as we watched my Father Raymond leave his body to return to his Mother Mary Fowler. We are ripped asunder ,extremely traumatised and changed for ever by the experience. My Dad was a most gentle man who followed his vocation to serve the community by engaging in a career in the church of England. His role/ vocation was that of Verger. His commitment and passion for this role took him to I suppose the ultimate position available. That of head Verger at an English Cathedral. – Worcester.
I always helped him as a child and teenager. He gave me and often my friends great freedom to experience the building with him , absorbing his passion for it and his job along the way. We learned things from him that are still manifesting today. His knowledge of the building and it’s history, structure and ethos were unsurpassed ( though he would never have admitted this). His love for his place of employment and God simply created a curiosity that led to his expertise. The job was multi faceted and allowed him to be administrator, guide, point of contact for folks seeking solace and site manager all in one day. He only saw the good in everyone. Always made time for all situations and did all this with grace as it was not a well paid position.
I am writing this as a tribute to my Father and to my Mother who has cared for him constantly. The last decade through heart problems , immense pain and recently Alzheimer’s. It does not compute yet this space in our lives. I did what I could to transcend the situation and call him to the light, let go of his suffering and become one again with our Mother the cosmos.
Raymond Eric Fowler the embodiment of the word” vocation”. 10/3/1935 To 11/2/2022.
Choose to spend more time with people who are in the race to become better human beings as opposed to people who are in the race for financial gain.
These are not my words. This is how an ex military analyst described what will be revealed in the near future. All the truth ( dharma ) of all earthly and possibly non- earthly civilisations is coming to combat the machine of their illusion . They know the game is up. Their computer models have told them the timeline. They are digging themselves into nuclear bunkers but they should have no fear. The good guys will not hurt them. We will collaborate , share with and give unconditional love to our slave masters. We were privileged to be given this human existence to work out this very scenario. To conclude that we are not the individual egos that have created this capitalist distopia. But that we are one entity , one universe , one program if you like that is here to finally understand that the goal is spiritual enlightenment. This and only this.
LOVE.
ONE LOVE.
ONE PLANET.
ONE UNIVERSE.
A wonderful conclusion to an overly complicated equation that seen through the eyes of the heart is simple.
I have just listened to Paul Stamets impassioned plea to humanity for the restoration of the forested surface of our home. This wood land contains the fungi that create the soil that created and sustains us. The soil that is literally sacred. Stamets knows fungi are the key to the solutions we require to avoid extinction and from an ecological point of view I am now convinced.
I feel the reason our species is not acting on this research is due to the trauma induced bubbles we inhabit. Gabor Mate’s message for a trauma informed world is now presented in the most mind blowing feature film by “science and nonduality ” . It is called” the wisdom of trauma” I passionately recommend it to everyone as another peice in the puzzle of our salvation.
We know how to save our home now and a trauma informed world can burst these bubbles, allow us to see our interconnected state and collectively reject the destruction of our ecosystem.
Just before the second dose of Astra zeneca vaccine the person recording my details asked me if I considered myself ” white British”. I was upset at this form of information gathering and told them I would rather not say.
I was born on a north European island and I will not be tarred with the same brush as all the sociopathic folk who have maintained power in the British Isles since 1066. The rediculous lines on the maps of Europe and the culture of patriotism that is supported by them has simply devided and conquered us. These borders on the land and in the minds of the common folks are an imposition of fascism.
We must realise that to be free we have to see only humanity on the other side of the line. Humanity that might need our help or who might be able to help us.
I feel ( and fear) that George Orwell was possibly our most prophetic writer. It’s not unfeasible that we could perish , gasping for breath in a filthy street surrounded by buildings and shiny things that are owned by the money lenders , whilst being observed by at least one camera.
The antidote to his vision is to wake up to the fact that we are one people , one organism living on One planet. Not a collection of separate folk in permanent conflict with each other. A compassionate new system based on the principal of unity as opposed to greedy globalisation could be our only hope.
Our number is one . The age of the individual , the attached phone number and the social media preference is tearing us apart. Constantly striving to be slightly or majorly different from our neighbors has created conflict , separation and disabled our ability to work together for what must be the only worthwhile goal. – Our Future.
The social distancing we have endured recently has proven we need each other and that nation’s and tribes need each other. I wish I could prove to you that you are not a number, that you are everybody and every thing. I long to show you that unexplained begining less and endless time is an illusion and that”infinite love” is our only reality.
Remember Humankind , Creature kind and Earth kind that the only number we are is ONE.
The kids just want to go raving. If the U.K government had been as forthright , transparent and community minded as the Taiwanese our youth would have been barely affected by the pandemic.
The mental health crisis amongst our young folk has been exacerbated dramatically by our catastrophic handling of covid. The stark difference between Taiwan’s infection figures and the U.K’s show how wrong the decisions made at the beginning were.
Our children have paid the price.
Unquantifiable 